Feeling down lately. Nothing seems to feel right. Feels like I'll be stuck here forever. Never moved forward since I quit my job last October. But I'm here now, there's no turning back. I'll be a nurse forever, for my family, not for me. Never done myself a favor anyways. When will these problems end? Plus, having doubts on my bball bets. Ugh. This month I've been happy only once, and that was on my birthday. Never felt any better since then. Hoping for some good news this weekend. Pretty please.